the freakout begins

so Rock-n-Romp kicks off this saturday! after 3 years, we've got preparations pretty much down to a science, but i always tend to get anxious the week before. that's just the old OCD, though. must. be. PERFECT. must. run. like. CLOCKWORK. ridiculous, i know. but this thing is the closest i've got to a job, you know? i have a wonderful group of people who help out, and things always go well, but it still stresses me out a bit. that's just me.

the one thing that stresses me out the most is the one thing i have no control over: the weather. i'd hazard a guess and say at least 40% of the time there is a threat of rain on scheduled RnR dates. gee, think there's chance of showers this saturday?? BAH. so i watch the forecast change from day to day, hour to hour, and hope. i've cancelled shows in the past and it didn't end up fucking raining AT ALL. just who is in control of these weather machines, anyway?? so, completely against my nature, i am going to wait and see what happens saturday. if it is not pouring rain at 1pm, the show is on! if you're free you should come by.